i believe things that are not real
does it make it easier, no
my body has more blood than the average body
there is blood and blood and it tastes copper-like
it tastes like the bathroom tile and saltwater
the ocean sits in my eye sockets
i made you promise to leave if i did it again
well i did it again and i am the one who is gone
press your body against her average body
in the morning ingest her sweat for breakfast
tell me if it was the best meal you've eaten
every detail i really want to know
it seems so inhuman for you to exist
is this a dream made from the mind of some sort
of bad trip in the head of someone more fucked up
than all of this this is spinning
couldn't you just lay curled and sweet
let me believe that i made you you exist for me
exist for me so i can exist as a whole mechanism
you eat the sun and now it is dusk all of the time
the stars are the hearts of everyone you burned
i am the north one